11/11 My Mummy's Birthday Party~! :P

Sorry for didn't update for so long..

hehezz..
:)

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Well..
dis is about my mummy's birthday party~!
^^
at 11/11
chun rite?
:P

Picture's here~! :P

*My Mummyy~~ <3*

*Oopps..shy shyy camera nerrh~ xPP*

*My Soup.. xD*

*Mickey Mouse~! x)*

*My Sistaa~ xP LOL...dunno wert is she doing there.. xDDD*

*Say "Cheese" Ah Guii Gorr Gorr! xPP*

*Lolxz..My Wah Chaii Gorr Gorr is eating.. :)*

*Erumm...I think so my sista is wondering wert to eat...
ahahaha! xDD*

*My sista,My Mummy,and Me :)*














*My Heart is damaged..so damaged..
And its all because of you...
I wonder how you're gonna fix it...?...*

♥JinggHuann♥Emo Bamma♥

2012 ;D

Did watched '2012' with my friends Kar Jeng at wends.. :P
the Movie is quite nice and it warned us..
:)











*When the visions around Me..
Bring tears to my eyes..
And all that surround me,
Are secrets...
and lies...
And Hell yeaa...
Im Emo...
:(*

♥JinggHuann♥Emo Bamma♥

PUDING ~~ :DD 布丁 :P

Jelly made by my own :P

Hyee there...

during dis hols im bored..
so i did made sum PUDING~!
:DD

pictures here~! :P


*Da pudding :P *


*put da 'pudding' inside the pot..*

*Mix It~! :D*


*WooHoo~! Its boiling ... o.O...*



*After tat..put it inside a bowl or cup or whaever you want.. :P
Than wait around 30 -60 min :D*


*TeeDanggg~!! xP*





*I made 3... o.O... :P*


Who wants to eat come my house!
wagagagzz!!
LOL..
*jkk*


Well...
bored post..
hope u all dun mind..
anyway...
if u guys feel bored...jz ignore dis post .. :)

♥JinggHuann♥

she's got everything that I have to live without.... Can't you see that im being here all alone?... :(

"Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That What I want and I'm needing everything that we should be"

You looked at me..
I smile and say "hi"..
so that you won't know that how broken is my heart...
and how i wish that you would be mine...
:)


" I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without "

oh yea...
she, which is the girl who you like...
she looks beautiful ...
and she 's got everything that i have to live without...
:(


"He looks he's so in love with her...
He finally got it right,
But I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night...? "

and yes...
you looks so in love with her...
and im glad that you finally got it right...

But...
I wonder...
Do you knows that you're all i think about at night...?...

D:


"He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow every night,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do..."


And yea...
he's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow every night...
and the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star...
you're like a song in the car...
I keep singing...I keep thinking..
don't know why I do......


"And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be"

and there you go..
and here you leave...

the kind of flawless I wish that I could be...?



" She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky . "

she better hold him tight...
give him all her love...

take a look into my eyes and knows how lucky she is...


" So I walk home alone, as I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down and maybe ...
Get some sleep tonight ...? "

so..
i walk home alone..
as I turn out the light...
I will put your picture down and..
maybe get come sleep tonight...?

and yeah...
I can't stop thinking about you every night...
I keep thinking of you until i cant sleep...
I wonder where are you right now...?...

D:


" He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do He's the time taken up,
but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. "


and yes...
Im broken and sad...
but i cant show it out...
I wonder how am i gonna live with this broken heart..?

And...
Can't you feel that im being here all alone right now...?...
I wonder where are you when i need you....?...
maybe you're with her...?

:(



*Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.*

♥JinggHuann♥Emo Bamma♥

*There's nothing left for us to say But GooodBye...*


My heart is bleeding...
My eye's are hurt for crying...
and I'm asking the question that would't be answered...
I had been waiting for so long..
n I'm leaving my soul to bleed...
I'm really suffer...

N I wonder is there anyone who could save me?...

D;

♥JinggHuann♥EmoBamma♥

All or nothing?..... ;(

I know when she's been on your mind...
That distant look is in your eyes...
I thought with time you'd realize it's...
over...

It's not the way I choose to live..
Bit something somewhere's gotta give..
As sharing in this relationship gets older...
and older...

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight for someone who isn't even there?...
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair....

Cuz I want it all...
Or nothing at all...
There's nowhere left to fall...
When you reach the bottom it's now or never..

Is it all...
Or are we just friends..?
Is this how it ends..?
With a simple telephone call...
You leave me here...
with...
nothing...
at all...



*Im trying to act okay infront of you...
And you can see that im smiling,too...
But can you see that my heart is broken because of you?...*



There are time it seems to me...
I'm sharing you with memories...
I feel it in my heart...
but I...
don't show it...

Then there's times you look at me...
As though I'm all that you can see...
Those times I don't believe it's right...
I know it...

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well...


Cuz you and I...
Could lose it all if you've got no more room...
and i think there is no more inside for me in your life...


;(





*Don't tell me that you're sorry...cuz i dun wanna hear your craps anymore..
and its all enough...please stop hurting me.......*

♥JinggHuann♥Emo Bamma♥

Im Dying... ;(

I'm dying....
Im really all alone and emo right now...
I wonder wert makes me live if dis world day by day with dis broken heart...
dis can say is a kind of miracle...
i think so?...

Im dying...
n im cutting myself again...
feel lyk leaving dis world forever....
and dun think about anything...
dun care about any1's feelings...
N dun care about YOU and HER...
but...
i can't...

i cant jz leaving my beloved friends and family lyk dis...
hw im gonna do tat ?...
D;

but...
i now wonder how am i gonna survive with a broken heart lyk dis?...
i really ... cant take it anymore...
wert am i suppose to do?...

You can see that Im Happy...
You can see that Im Smiling...
But you can't see that my heart is bleeding!!!


*Im dying...Can't you see? ;( *


Its enough....
You say you likes me..but you LOVE her...!
You say tat Im your best friend ..but nw see wert u wer doing to me...!
You say that im the one..but nw u gimme bullshit...!

Its enough for acting...
Its enough for pretending...
Its enough for crying...
Its enough for hurting...
Its enough for my heart to BLEEDINGG!!!!

i did everything...
but at the end i get NOTHING....

ITS ALL ENOUGH!!!

dun asked me to chill..
dun asked me to cheery up..
cuz wert answer i will give u is jz "ok..i will try"
but at the end i cant....

im really suffer...
i wonder is there any1 who can save me?...

I think so there is nobody....

Im afraid...
im afraid that i given my heart to you..
and you can jz broken my heart than leave me so easily...
you can say that you're sorry...
but i can tell you that you're not...

the 1 who need to say sorry its me...
i shud't believe you at 1st...
i shud't given you my heart at 1st..
i shud't love any1 at 1st..
or mayb i shud't exits in the world at the beginning!!


*I'll keep my heart to myself...and don't give to any1 anymore...cuz im afraid that someday someone will broken it again...I know it will happends.... :(*



mayb the one who seing dis post will said that im crazy but...
all i can say is...
"Im crazy but that is the only way i roll..."


*There is nobody can save me from this drak scarey room... And there's No one can blow my afraidness away...*


everyday seeing you both its killing me right now...
oh please...
spare me....
don't play me anymore...
Im tired of this....
jz fade away....


*Im standing in the rain... And I wonder would this rain makes me awake from my 'dream' ? and make me feel more sober?....*

♥ JinggHuann♥Emo Bamma♥